Perfectionism: The Double-Edged Sword

Main Takeaways

• Perfectionism is a double-edged sword - While it can push athletes to achieve great things, it can also lead to self-criticism, burnout, and emotional harm when taken to extremes.

• Internal Family Systems (IFS) identifies different parts - Perfectionism is a manager part that tries to maintain control, while firefighter parts provide temporary relief from emotional pain, often through unhealthy behaviors. Both parts work to protect vulnerable exiles, which hold deep feelings of shame or inadequacy.

• Perfectionism creates a vicious shame cycle - When perfectionistic efforts fail, firefighter behaviors (like procrastination or overeating) step in, leading to guilt and more pressure from the perfectionistic part, trapping athletes in a damaging cycle of striving and self-criticism.

• Becoming self-led is the goal in IFS therapy - Athletes can learn to trust their self—the calm, compassionate core within them—helping perfectionistic and firefighter parts relax and work together more harmoniously.

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I’ve always been fascinated by human potential, particularly how people push their limits in both recovery from complex trauma and in extraordinary feats of strength, speed, and endurance. This curiosity has drawn me to work with elite athletes who operate in high-pressure environments. As an Internal Family Systems (IFS) practitioner and therapist, I view these environments through a lens of systems and parts, seeing how certain aspects of athletes’ personalities can help them excel while others create challenges. In everyday language, these aspects are often referred to as perfectionism.

In this article, I’ll share my perspective on perfectionism in the world of elite sports, introducing it as a double-edged sword. We’ll explore how perfectionism can both drive performance and hinder well-being, and how the IFS model can teach athletes to master this dynamic, using perfectionism effectively without letting it take over.

Perfectionism in Elite Sports

Elite sports are defined by intense pressure and relentless pursuit of excellence. Athletes are constantly pushed to their physical and mental limits, striving for extraordinary performances. In these environments, perfectionism is not only encouraged but often seen as necessary. Coaches, parents, and the broader culture of sports instill in athletes the drive to always be faster, stronger, and more precise. Perfectionism, in this context, becomes a standard of success.

External measures like winning, rankings, and performance stats reinforce the idea that only the best is acceptable. When athletes fall short of these standards, the consequences can be harsh: criticism, negative feedback, being dropped from teams, career stagnation, or losing sponsorships. The stakes are high, and the pressure to be perfect is even higher. For many athletes, perfectionism becomes not just a goal, but a survival tool.

Types of Perfectionism

Perfectionism doesn’t look the same for everyone. In the world of elite sports, different types of perfectionism emerge depending on the athlete’s internal experiences and external pressures.

Self-Imposed Perfectionism

Self-imposed perfectionism is when athletes set impossibly high standards for themselves. They are their own harshest critics, always pushing for perfection in everything they do. This drive often stems from parts of the athlete that are trying to protect them from deeper feelings of inadequacy or failure. The more intense the insecurity, the higher and more unattainable the standards become.

For instance, an athlete with a deep fear of failure might set expectations far beyond what is realistic, even exceeding those of their peers. While this might initially lead to success, it often ends in burnout as these standards are nearly impossible to meet.

Other-Focused Perfectionism

In some cases, perfectionism is directed outward. Athletes may internalize the expectations of coaches, parents, or teammates, feeling pressured to meet external standards. This type of perfectionism often comes from parts of the athlete that are driven by a fear of letting others down or disappointing those who matter. The result is constant stress, as any mistake feels catastrophic.

This behavior often starts early in an athlete’s life, where their performance was linked to their self-worth. If they didn’t meet the expectations of someone important to them, they experienced discomfort or pain. Over time, they internalize this belief, feeling that their relationships depend on their success.

Perfectionism Aimed at Others

Perfectionism doesn’t always stay internal. In team environments, some athletes expect others to meet the same high standards they set for themselves. When teammates fall short, this can trigger intense frustration. These athletes often react harshly, criticizing or lashing out at others, because seeing mistakes in others brings up their own fear of failure or inadequacy.

This dynamic often mirrors the way they treat themselves. They’ve likely been criticized or shamed for their own perceived weaknesses, and now they project that same harshness onto their teammates. Working with these athletes at an individual level is key, as their reactions often reflect their own deep-seated fears.

Understanding Perfectionism through Internal Family Systems (IFS)

In the Internal Family Systems (IFS) model, our mind is viewed as made up of different parts, each with its own roles, intentions, and behaviours. These parts work together—or sometimes against each other—to manage how we respond to life’s challenges

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1. Manager Parts: These parts are focused on keeping control and maintaining order in our lives. They are responsible for planning, organising, and setting high standards. Perfectionism is a prime example of a manager part. It pushes the athlete to perform flawlessly, aiming to prevent any mistakes or failures.

2. Firefighter Parts: When the pressure gets too high and the manager parts can no longer maintain control, firefighter parts step in. Their goal is to quickly relieve distress. Firefighters typically use behaviors like procrastination, overeating, or dissociation to numb or distract from uncomfortable emotions. While their intention is to protect the athlete, these behaviors often lead to further guilt and frustration.

3. Exiles: These are the most vulnerable parts of us. Exiles carry deep emotional wounds, often from early life experiences, such as feelings of shame, inadequacy, or fear of failure. Perfectionistic manager parts work tirelessly to prevent these exiled emotions from surfacing, as confronting them can feel overwhelming.

4. The Self: Beneath all these parts lies the self—the calm, compassionate, and wise part of each person. The self can offer guidance, balance, and leadership, helping all the other parts to relax and work in harmony. However, when manager and firefighter parts dominate, the self often gets pushed into the background, making it difficult to lead with clarity and balance.

The Double-Edged Sword of Perfectionism

Now that we understand the IFS framework, we can see how perfectionism functions as a double-edged sword in the lives of athletes.

Perfectionism, as a manager part, can be a powerful tool that helps athletes achieve extraordinary results. One side of the sword sharpens performance, pushing athletes to train harder, focus on details, and constantly improve. For instance, an athlete with strong perfectionistic tendencies may break personal records or deliver remarkable performances because they are relentless in their pursuit of success. This is where perfectionism seems to work as intended—it drives excellence.

However, the other edge of the sword can cause significant emotional damage. The same perfectionistic drive that pushes an athlete forward can also lead to self-criticism, fear of failure, and a constant sense of dissatisfaction. Even when athletes reach their goals, they may feel it’s not enough or find themselves focusing on what went wrong rather than what they achieved. This can lead to burnout, emotional exhaustion, and anxiety as athletes constantly push themselves to meet impossible standards.

But the damage doesn’t stop there. When perfectionistic parts fail to maintain control or when the pressure becomes overwhelming, firefighter parts often jump in. These parts seek to escape the emotional pain by engaging in behaviors that provide temporary relief, such as overeating, procrastination, or dissociation. While these behaviors may numb the distress for a short time, they tend to lead to further self-criticism from the perfectionistic part once the athlete realizes they’ve “slipped.” This reaction only fuels the cycle further, creating what is known as a vicious shame cycle.

In this cycle:

• Perfectionistic parts push the athlete to be flawless.

• When they fall short, firefighter parts take over to cope with the stress or disappointment through avoidant behaviours.

• This triggers Inner Critics which further blame and shame the athlete

• These behaviours lead to more guilt or shame, which in turn could drive further firefighter activity or reactivates the perfectionistic parts to try even harder to maintain control.

• This results in a never-ending loop of striving, failing, and feeling inadequate.

• This shame cycle often triggers critical responses not only within the athlete but also from their environment. Coaches, teammates, or family members may add to the pressure with external criticisms, which further intensifies the athlete’s internal conflict and feelings of failure.

Becoming Self-Led: Breaking Free from the Cycle

The key to breaking free from this destructive cycle lies in reconnecting with the self. The goal of IFS therapy is not to eliminate the perfectionistic or firefighter parts but to help these parts relax by allowing the self to take the lead. When athletes learn to befriend their perfectionistic parts, they can begin to understand the fears driving their extreme standards, often rooted in the desire to protect their exiled parts from experiencing failure or shame again.

By working with both the perfectionistic and firefighter parts, athletes can create a more balanced internal system. These parts no longer need to take on extreme roles because they trust that the self can handle the emotions they’ve been trying to protect against.

When athletes are self-led, they can decide when to use perfectionism as a tool for improvement and when to set it aside to rest and recover. It’s about learning to wield the sword of perfectionism with skill—using it when it serves them and laying it down when it no longer benefits their mental and emotional health.

In a self-led system, athletes no longer feel controlled by their perfectionistic or firefighter parts. They can make conscious, thoughtful decisions about their training and performance, leading to better mental well-being and ultimately better results in their sport.

The Importance of Seeking Support

Despite the struggles perfectionism can bring, many athletes hesitate to seek support. The high-performance culture of elite sports reinforces the idea that pushing through pain and discomfort is the key to success. Quotes like “Never give up” and “Winning is everything” push athletes to blend with their perfectionistic parts, believing they can simply will themselves through their insecurities.

But real change rarely happens through sheer willpower. For many athletes, transformation only comes after challenging experiences like injury, deselection, or personal loss. These moments force reflection and self-inquiry. However, the process of reflection doesn’t need to wait for a crisis—it can happen in the safe, confidential space of therapy.

Through IFS therapy, athletes can step away from the pressure of outcome-focused environments and connect with their inner world. Therapy allows athletes to explore their perfectionistic parts, firefighter parts, and exiles, helping them find balance and become self-led.

Seeking support isn’t about giving up perfectionism; it’s about mastering it. With the right guidance, athletes can learn to use perfectionism in a way that enhances their well-being and boosts their performance. It’s about becoming the best version of themselves—balanced, thoughtful, and truly in control.